Worst job I could ever imagine - Sales HubSpot Employee Review

I took a 50% pay cut from my last two sales roles to take this job, because they completely sold me on this job being fun, exciting, low stress, and a great atmosphere. None of that is remotely true. This job is a constant marathon that you can't ever finish. I wake up every day miserable, wake up all throughout the night in anxiety sweats and panicking about work the next morning. I haven't had a minute where I have felt good or confident about this job since I started. The numbers are too high, and the expectations are ridiculous. Starting this job remotely has been a nightmare. If I stay in this role I will have a heart attack in the next year or two. It is absolutely ruining my relationship. I am so stressed out that I snap at my loved ones who are just trying to help. I feel completely trapped here because of COVID, and would love nothing more an another option. Any other option. I would gladly cut my pay in half AGAIN to have any semblance of quality of life. One of these days I will drop dead at this desk, and HubSpot will fill my seat with another. I refuse to refer anyone to HubSpot as I firmly believe taking a role at HubSpot is the worst move anyone in sales could make for their careers. Before HubSpot, I lived every day with joy and energy and passion. My life has been utterly awful since starting this job. HubSpot has sucked every last ounce of life out of me.